I sat down on the grass, crossing my legs yoga-style, and took a deep
breath. Watching the river flow by deep and strong, sending ripples to
the bank, I felt myself calm down. Today had not been a good day and I
knew I needed to get out into the fresh air to think things over. His
words were still ringing in my ears and I felt my heart cringing in
pain. What had led to this? Was it my fault?
I closed my eyes and felt the warmth of the sun on my shoulders.
Proof that life goes on, no matter what. I opened my eyes and took in
the scenery around me. A Cormorant landed in a tree on the opposite bank
and I could see it feeding its young. They will soon have to face the
large and sometimes hostile world out there one of these days and I
wished that I could be there for them if and when adversity strikes.
My thoughts returned to my heart-ache. I realised that, unlike birds,
we have a certain amount of control over adversity, over what happens
to us. We can do something about it. Getting up and brushing myself off,
I walked back to my car. My mind was clear, I knew what I had to do.
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